Daily dose.

Cindyy, how do I get over my first love? We've been together for longer than I imagine.. almost 4 years. I feel like I won't find another person like him &i've cut off all communication with him. I blocked him on fb &blocked his calls. But I miss him dearly. I gave him too many chances, he promised me he would never lay his his hands on me &or do me wrong. But whenever we argued he would shoved me. He also talked to other girls when we were on a break. What do i do? I hate how thingsturned out..