I wish things didn't turned out this way. I feel like Im not myself anymore.. especially at night. It is the scariest thing to be alone at night &to think about the past. Crying myself to sleep. I hate myself, I hate him. How nice it would be if things didn't turned out this way. I'm sorry i talked too much &i'm bothering you. *sighh but i just want to let my feelings out to someone w.o being judge. Thank-you for reading my story..
Anonymous
Aw.. first off, I want to let you know that I would not judge you. Everyone goes through so many things throughout their lives, including me, so who am I to judge? And silly, You’re not bothering me at all! =) Another thing that I want you to know is that “Everything will be all right in the end, and if it’s not, then it’s not the end.” That’s one of the quotes that I live by. I know break ups are always hard, but trust me, sometimes it may be for the better. I don’t know what you’re relationship was like, but hearing him shove you is something that isn’t okay to me. If you really think deep about it, was it a healthy relationship? I wouldn’t want you to be in a relationship where you would have to think about things like that.. I think you did the right thing as of right now to try and keep your distance from him. Just use this time to really think about how your life’s been these past almost 4 years, do you. It hurts me to hear that you cry yourself to sleep.. I know you’re beautiful person and you shouldn’t be hurting yourself in that way. Instead of thinking of what could have been and how things use to be, just think of how you’re going to overcome this, and it was a lesson that made you stronger. We all wish we could undo things, prevent things, make things go our way.. but it doesn’t happen like that. If he wasn’t able to appreciate you, for sure another person will. But like I said, just use this time as time for yourself, get some fresh air and just rethink everything over. That’s why you have to remember to stay strong, no matter how it seems. I know you can do it. “Believe and you will achieve!” :)